This is My Plea

I am trying so hard

To focus on you oh Lord

to seek your will 

and do what is right

my heart longs for the path you have chosen for my life

I know that blessings will flow 

when I follow your lead

But oh God it is so hard

I know what I want

and I feel it inside me

but my soul is not sold

I am unsure of your plan

of your purpose or your will

I do not want to deviate 

yet I long for this

I see and hear of friends

who are so at peace and happy

your time for them has come 

and your blessings are flowing

Yet here I sit

wishing, hoping, dreaming

that my day may come soon

with your hand upon my life

obviously leading me on the right path

My heart longs for my will to aline with yours

what I want to be what you want

As I dream now, I can't imagine life 

changing from the way I hope it will be

it seems a foreign concept

I want this dream so bad

But that little voice inside of me

reminds me that doubt hovers close by

Because I lack the full confidence in what your will is

I know also that if your will differs from mine Lord

that it will bring me joy

even if I can't imagine it now

I know in time I will be grateful

even if now I wouldn't want to be

Lord no matter how I feel or what I want

I ask that your will be done

Lord act outside of me

So no doubt can remain

Work in ways that I cannot even fathom

in things that I cannot dream of

Lord I beg you to do this

I plead that you push me down the right path

So that my human mind cannot get in the way

I just want your will to be done Lord

that is all I ask 

all that I beg for

This is my plea!

Quote of the Day:

"Never said there wouldn't be trials. Never said I wouldn't fall. Never said that everything would go the way I want it to go. But when my back is against the wall and I feel all hope is gone, I'll just lift my head up to the sky and say help me to be strong. I just can't give up now. I've come too far from where I started from. Nobody told me the road would be easy and I don't believe he brought me this dar to leave me."  Can't Give Up Now by Mary Mary