I Will Stand Again

I surrender Lord

I cant do this anymore

I am done!

My heart cant break any more

its pieces are scattered on the floor

with only you to help me pick them up

I was stupid

I let this go to far

but enough is enough

that was it

You will no longer have power over me

you will no longer be able to hurt me!

I sit in anger and disbelief right now

and I know in time

it will turn to sorrow 

but I must remember these events

and use them to defuse your power later

to keep myself from falling all over again

I deserve much more than this

much better than all of this

There should not be this much pain

this many struggles

this many reasons to doubt

maybe one day things will be different

but I will no longer hold on to that

that will no longer be my focus

Me, myself, and Jesus

thats it

not you or your cute words or your sweet gestures  

You have crossed the final line

I don't care anymore about making the wrong decision

if I stray from God's path, 

I know he will bring me back again

I must trust him

Its not easy 

I know I have a long road ahead of me

But God is on my side 

I just have to be patient 

and stay the course

You may have broken my heart

my trust

my being

But God never will

and on that promise I will stand!

I Will Stand Again

Quote of the Day:

"Women are like tea bags. We don't know our true strength until we are in hot water." -Eleanor Roosevelt 

"Trust is like breaking your arm. Happens quickly, but takes a long time to heal." -Ms Wallace