You are back

Summer is ending

half was spent in tears

the other is disappointment, anger, frustration, and confusion

I was missing my best friend

missing my other half

I was having to separate my heart from you

and make it cold just to stop the pain

I honestly thought you had moved on

and didn't think of me or miss me

I thought we didn't have a future

and that we would never be close again

I started out the summer trusting in God

knowing his plan was best and resting in his peace

yet my heart still longed for you

and as time pasted, I found myself trusting God less

my faith weakening and my spiritual walk lacking drastically

I lost sight of God's power and providence

I should have known better

I should have kept my trust in God

because he has brought my friend back to me

You never forgot about me

you missed me just as much as I missed you

and you hadn't moved on

Things may still be difficult

we still can't be together the way we want

miles separate us

and our lives do not line up yet

nor are they ready for an another person

which is frustrating because I am ready to be yours

I still don't know when God's time for us is

but I am just so glad to have you back in my life

I no longer feel like I am missing a part of me

Thank you Lord for bring my friend back to me