The time has come

The time has come

I trusted

I fell into your arms

and out of his

I cried

I fought

Said I couldn't do it

couldn't part with one of my closest friends

continued to ignore the voice in my head

I didn't want to obey God

The time has come

I broke my heart and his

I watched as we both cried 

cried over what was, what is, and what will never be

I said I still loved you

said I didn't want to do this

that I will always pray for you

said how lucky I was to know you

and how lucky some girl will be one day

oh how my heart longs for that day to come for you

and how my heart wishes I was that girl for you

The time has come

I have said goodbye

goodbye to the dreams I had built 

dreams of the two of us and our life together

I watched you react 

you seemed to understand

you knew I had to do what I felt I need to do

you didn't want me to blame myself

said you were sorry for the pain you had caused me

said you care about me too 

and that I have left a dent in your life

The time has come

you are no longer in my life

your face I will no longer see

your voice I will not hear

This summer will be difficult

how many more tears will I cry

how many more restless nights 

how long till I can truly say I am over you

how long till I can talk to you again

I am on my knees

praying for strength 

praying for my future

praying for your future

praying that if it be God's will

one day we will be friends again

The time has come

one that I never wished for

but it came anyway

The time has come

to focus on God

and to erase you from my mind

it will not be easy but I must

The time has come

I will miss you 

You will always hold a special place in my heart

The time has come

Quote of the Day:

"If I Should stay I would only be in your way. So I'll go But I know I'll think of you every step of 

the way. And I... Will always Love you, oohh Will always Love you My darling you Mmm-mm. 
Bittersweet Memories That is all I'm taking with me. So good-bye. Please don't cry. 
We both know I'm not what You need. And I... Will always love you I... Will always love you, ooh. 
I hope life treats you kind. And I hope you have all you've dreamed of. And I wish you joy 
and happiness. But above all this I wish you love."

"I trust in the Lord...But I trust in you, O Lord; I say, 'You are my God.'" Psalm 31: 6b, 14